It’s a side blog that is primarily used for when thoughts of depression, trauma, or anxiety creep up. It’s basically a dumping ground for any sort of negative thoughts or emotions to just sort of wallow for a bit and then get a good cry…then hopefully move on. Anyone can look at these posts now because it is a public blog of course but they are very redundant and can be triggering. So. Caution if you have any sort of issues with those types of things. Just as a blanket statement so there is no confusion about the reason or intent for it.
I talk too much but I don’t talk enough. I don’t ask enough of the “right” questions but I talk too much about myself because I am selfish. I am a self absorbed person because I only talk about the things that happen in my life because as soon as things leave my vision…they…disappear. I’m sorry I am such a disappointment. I’m sorry my memory is bad. I’m trying to get better. I’ll write things down. I’ll keep a record of what I say. I’m sorry we had this conversation before. I know you hate repeating yourself. I’m sorry. I’m. Just trying to remember. I don’t doubt that we discussed this before. It’s so hard to remember. It hurts. My head hurts so much when I try to remember. Let me think. I’m sorry I got quiet I was thinking. Can I please think for a moment. I’m sorry I was thinking for five minutes…I was trying to remember what you said…and then what I said…and now I can’t remember what we were talking about. I’m being serious. I’m sorry. I’m trying. I’m not joking. I’m so…I won’t apologize anymore. Okay. Uhm. I don’t know. Uhm. I’m s…uhm. I. Ah. Am. Sorry.
can u stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me i mean stab me sorry i mean stab me
